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New Year, Old Me

by Jigglz

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1.
I sit back and watch the hours pass Wondering which will be my last I feel that time is moving much too fast My skin is shaking My thoughts are breaking Memories rush towards me, but glide on past I think that there is something wrong My ears strain to hear the song This confusion has lasted too long My feet are tired from walking My tongue is tired from talking My hand is sore from all the words I write I sit in the dark because I’m afraid of the light My thoughts soar like a bird in flight I worry too much About doubt’s angry clutch I’m looking for hope, but it’s out of sight Curiosity runs high and it’s sure to rise For he who ignores it will be he who dies I will not follow blindly or believe in your lies My feet are tired of this walking My tongue is tired of this talking I never thought my life would take this turn Every day I find myself seeking to learn And I’m still waiting for what I’ve earned I thought you knew I came to see you I found something that should be returned Beneath this large golden moon, I lay Confessing and admitting all my bad days I open my heart to you now when I say That I’m sick of all this walking And I’m sick of all this talking I’ve always had a feeling for the color blue Not just because it looks good on you But because I enjoy the things I do My eyes fix on a star I wish to go that far It might be good, but I wish I knew Maybe I’ll feel better after a while You may even see me with a smile Just one more minute, one more mile But for now I’m just walking And I ain’t through talking I’m not afraid to be seen crying I think it’s time to stop trying You sell yourself but no one's buying You’re just wasted space With a pretty face I won’t fear death until I’m dying I’m not about to give up my power of will It’s not a matter of choice, but rather to kill Alone I wait, shaking and unstill But anyway, I’m sick of walking And sick of this damn talking I’ve got nowhere to be walking to And nobody that I’m talking to
2.
I saw blue above me While running from a dream Ending in silence It started with a scream Until now Until now Until now It all was remembered I saw blue above me While running from a dream Ending in silence It started with a scream The world is alive Vibrant colors and lights A shudder stole over me On this cold night Until now Until now Until now It all was remembered Reflected faces, glaring down Reluctant faces, wearing frowns I’ve tried not to think too much About the journey on which I embark Long forgotten on this stone wall Our ancestors left their mark Until now Until now Until now It all was remembered Reflected faces, glaring down Reluctant faces, wearing crowns
3.
Open up your lazy eyes Take a look at what you’ve built A wall of painted lies Graffiti mural lined with guilt It’s never been so concise That the ocean behind you is dark Borrow a face that looks nice Burn your intent with willow’s bark The life you’ve made is pale The world around you is stale You’ve got nowhere to be Bitter, you sing desperately Wake up young virgin saint Peer beneath your window sill Buy time soft and faint With wooden nickels and looks that kill It’s a diseased way to say “hello Have you been living high enough?” Nicotine stained, fingers yellow You sport it well, you sport it tough The life you’ve made is pale The world around you is stale You’ve got nowhere to be Bitter, you sing desperately
4.
I sit and watch the seconds tick by Everything you’ve been told must be a lie It’s been enough to make you cry Should I trust my friends? Would that be the end? I can’t help but to look to the sky I think you are beautiful, my love May you always fly like a dove I’m aching to see you up above But my feet are sore from walking And I see no point in talking I’ve always believed in you the most Though I’ve been lost out on the coast You know I never meant to boast I’ve been here too long I know I’m in the wrong You thought I thought you were a ghost But you’re real and you’ve been there Then you vanished into thin air I’m still here, I still care All my life’s been spent walking And through it all, I’ve been talking This place makes for inane conversations No reason, no rhyme, just strange mutations Just stop listening, change the station Shall I decide for you? Don’t mind if I do Dream with me until I reach my destination It will be such a glorious day I won’t lessen it in any way I need you to look at me and say “I know you’re sick of walking And so sick of talking” Fly, fly, fly away and live in the sun Sleep in the leaves and see what you’ve done The birds scattered at the sound of a gun You can talk to her She knows for sure She knows that she is the only one The only one who can cure this pain Only you can bring me in from the rain I need you to listen as I complain Who’s going to stop this walking? Give me a reason for talking So now that I’m almost through I know exactly what I must do My mission is to take care of you You must be saved The danger is grave And you don’t know what you’ve gotten into The secrets of the universe are within and without I must find what this is all about But I’m still adrift in a sea of doubt I’m so sick of walking And so sick of talking I’ve walked everywhere Am I talking to the air?

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released February 2, 2024

Written by Jeremy Dentinger, 1997-1999.
Instruments, Vocals and programming by Jeremy.
Recorded January 2024 for Jiggle Down Productions.
Thank you Blade.

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